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[ nOtHiNg LaStS fOrEvEr . <3 . ]
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[25 Feb 2005|11:41pm] |
wtf.
ew.
this journal is gay.
but i like the layout =)
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| I know I need to step up and be strong |
[16 Aug 2004|09:42pm] |
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Yay updateage!! I moved, and I love being out here. It's not really out here, only 20 mins or so away. Not too bad =)
The only person that has kept in contact/seen is Jessica. I <3 her. Haha.. yeah, been hanging out with her, Ben, and EriC a lot. w0000t.
So school for me starts Auguest 24th. How pathetic is that?! Whattt!! Yes, a new school, knowing No one :D. Yay for senior year?
Haha. I have a new journal again, but that's what I am famous for <3
So there's been much drama/conflict going on once again in my life, but that is because people are gay. God damn.
Love youuuuuuu!
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| gonna set this town alive! |
[12 Jun 2004|02:10am] |
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So I updated every journal!!
Livejournal, Deadjournal, and Greatest Journal! LOL
whOO..
It's 2:11. I'm getting up at 6.. I'm still hyper all to hell. No one is really online. I'm sitting on my ass. I was reading old entries from this journal. I was reading all from Auguest, September, etc. It made me laugh. I was such a nice caring girl then. All the things I said :P Mother effers
I really gotta pee
But I'm hyper
and Listening to Nickelback!!
rARr.. I'm going to go insane not being online!!
Mann today.. the 11th.. well now its more like yesterday, but 2 years ago was the green day concert!!
why do i remember that? haha
I think I had a little bit too much sugar tonight
I really just want to talk to like one person.
mhmmm!
I never update this journal.. how flippin sad.!!
I think you all are gonna hate me, cause i took up 3 spaces on your friends list :D and they all were long.. hahahahahah
i need a boyfriend <3 :-*
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[14 Apr 2004|11:20pm] |
last public entry again for now ;)
back to friends only <3
suckkkkkkers
i'd like the world to know
that one day i shall rule the world :D
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| boom boom i want you in my room :-* |
[13 Apr 2004|11:50pm] |
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Well today was a real bam..
Bam as in.. Hit me in the head :-\
I went to my dad's
I came home
I screamed outloud in my house .. while no one was here
Cried on the phone
Drove to Rochester and something with my best friend :)
Came home and Got ready for work
Went to anthonys house and made him freeze outside in the cold
Went to work
Was there for about 6 hours
I love it cause people dissed ...
Came home
Talked to people
and most of all.. I LOVE TO UPDATE <33 whoo
I recieved hugs from both guys and girls today
Tomorrow I'm supposed to hang with the .. oh im too cool for you... guy, for a while. Afterwards when he goes to his gpops supposedly, I dunno what I'm doing. Gotta get my check tho. <3333
well im out
i love it how im never hungry anymore n i dont eat :D
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| Tomorrow's a brand new day |
[12 Apr 2004|07:23pm] |
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Today was alright. It could have gone better.
I went out for my mom for a bit. I finished up all the other homework I had to do for break, so now I don't gotta worry about that. I saw Eddie at Vegas. I didn't know he still worked there. He said hey to me too. haha. I asked anthony twice if he wanted to do something, but I suppose that he was busy both times.
On another note, I talked to my father. I guess him and I are gonna go look for a tire tomorrow. Then I gotta work 4-Close. It's gonna be fun tomorrow cause Arcade, Mike, Dijana, and me are working. Plus Denise is working, and she's a cool manager :)
I watched Freaky Friday and it's about to end :(
its time to say goodbye
[10 Bands You Love]
1.Yellowcard
2.Fall out boy
3.Jet
4.Green Day
5.Nickelback
6.PiNk
7.Red Hot Chilli Peppers
8.Hilary Duff
9.Kid Rock
10.Incubus
[09 Things You Love]
1.Music
2.The beach
3.Memories
4.Ice Cream
5.Being with people I love
6.Being happy
7.My dog
8.Feeling a bit of superiorness
9.Having hopes and dreams
[08 Things You Wear Daily]
1.Shirt
2.Underwear
3.Pants
4.Socks
5.Bra
6.Shoes
7.Jewelry
8.Makeup
[07 Things That Annoy You]
1.People that says things and it was all lies
2.People who ask for "Popcorn Shrimp"
3.The sound of an alarm clock
4.Procrastinators
5.Show Offs
6.Saying lets do things, and never come through
7.Being hurt
[06 Things looking forward to]
1.The rest of this week
2.Summer vacation
3.Moving with my mom
4.Going to a new school
5.Begin a new life
6.Graduating
[05 Things You're Scared Of]
1.Insects
2.College
3.Being alone
4.Never finding someone that actually loves me
5.People
[04 Things That Are On Your Dresser]
1.Stereo
2.Makeup Box
3.Jewelry boxes
4.Lotions, etc
[03 Movies You Could Watch Over And Over Again]
1.2Fast 2Furious
2.Pirates of the Caribbean
3.Freaky Friday
[02 Of Your Favorite Songs At The Moment]
1.Ocean Avenue- Yellowcard
2.Devils and Angels- Toby Lightman
[01 Person That You Could Spend The Rest Of Your Life With]
1. If I knew, I'd tell you.
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[12 Apr 2004|12:58pm] |
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well i left and went to the park <3
i stopped at anthonys house before hand and spoke a bit .. cause i got guts. ha
i went to the park, just sat around mostly.
i sat on the bench where it all started
i sat by the sprinklers and watched the water
it was chilly so i stopped reading
then i went on the nature trail
i went to that one very spot and yes it all was still there
and then of course i listened to a sad song
poo
then as i was leaving it got oh so much warmer
and now im here at home, and its 1 o clock on a very pretty hot day
what to do now?
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| You used to watch over me <3 |
[11 Apr 2004|05:52pm] |
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Happy Easter everyone!!
It's seriously the best holiday ever =)
My mommy got me an easter basket too! The first time since 6th grade! whoop whoop
Well today was alright. I ended up getting "sick" 5 times. It was not fun. Right when I walked outta the nursing home I just splurted. =\ lol. You get the point. After that we went to my dad's and I ended up falling asleep on the couch for 2 hours. We were supposed to go out to eat but they went and brought stuff back to his house.
It tasted terrible.. so today i've mostly had pop, fries, and candy. The hamburger was nasty :-\. Yup..
I talked to my mom and all of a sudden, once I told her about stuff, I feel a lot better. Physically and Mentally. I no longer feel sick either.
I believe I made myself sick with everything that's been up. Just remind me not to take half a bottle of Nyquil =\.
I gotta work Tuesday 4-CL. I guess on Thursday I gotta go with my dad to get a Tire for my car. Joyyyy!
I'm eating Fun Dip right now, and it's cherry flavored! Yay for Easter Basket Candy.
I'm gonna conqeur the world =)
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its easter sunday
and im sick
i've spitted/thrown up already 4 times
my eyes are puffy and my mom says i look terrible
she says i can stay home, but im forcing myselg to get ready so she doesnt get upset
i feel utterly ill
everyone keeps telling me things are gonna get better after everything ive been going through. well to me getting sick isnt better.
before you know it, im gona end up in a hospital, and probably die
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[10 Apr 2004|11:57pm] |
I just drank half a bottle of nyquil =)
yay for sleep
yay for no more about you
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[10 Apr 2004|11:50pm] |
why do i deserve this?
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| tonights the night .. im gonna feel alright again |
[10 Apr 2004|09:55pm] |
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Well work was sorta fun! We got a tad bit busy. I didn't break a nail ;) Haha. Dijana and I had fun talking. I'm supposed to call her at 11. I told Arcade that I would kick his ass if he didn't have chicken the next time I needed it. He laughed and told me to kick his ass right then and there, and I was like K! lol. yeah.. haha.
I drove Arcade cause I'm that nice =). Altho his house is scary.. and I could fall into a ditch.. but I'm a talented driver in the dark.
So my radio/stereo thing I've been using for music, broke =( Now I have no music. God effin damn :(
So tomorrow is the best day of the year!! Besides my birthday!! BUTTTTT IT'S MY FAVORITE HOLIDAY! :) You all better have gotten me a chocolate bunny <33 lol
So next week I'm planning on hanging out with Jessica, Dijana, and Ben?
Anyone else wanna be added to the list? :) hehe
ok.. so that feeling of "omg i lost something important, i forgot something" that runs through your body.. is finally gone.
fucker.
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| East Side to the West side. EFF YOU AND DIE!!!!!!1 <3 |
[10 Apr 2004|04:16pm] |
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I got my nails done. They're pretty and pink. I like having these nails.
So today I did hang out with Ben. I bought gas, already down to 3/4 tank. I drove the whole day. We went and saw my mom at work. We drove by Gibralter trade Center. We went down Jefferson. We were on Frazho rode. We went to my old Elementary School and went on the playground. Then we went to his Elementary School and talked on the swings for like 10 mins. I told him the story on everything that happend. It sucks.
He doesn't understand tho, cause he says that I'm "pretty, hot, smart, funny, smell good, good sense of humor, outgoing, fun, and nice" . He doesn't understand why, and I don't either. He made me feel a litter better tho, but still. I'll still have the same opinion on myself for always.
Then went back to his house got my PS2 and stuff. Kodi is so cute <3
Well I work 5-9.
Today I ate a Meduim fry from McDonalds, 2 Mt.Dew's, a small cookie... and like a sip of a Jones Soda.
Yeah food is bad for me :)
ben said he'd cry if id ever had to go into the hospital.
thats good to know.
yeah i guess i should get ready for work now =\. i'll be on later tonight.
wowowowie everything is so weird =X
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[09 Apr 2004|11:11pm] |
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Work sucked ass.
I wore the dumb KFC pants cause I knew Sue was gonna be working. Turns out she was sick and she didn't come. Some woman from a different KFC came and worked as being a manager. She was sorta rude. I was the only white person there.
haha.
It was slower then anything. I mean.. I think I waited on only like 50 people :-\.
So I worked from 3:45-10:17 and I had a 23 minute break. Oh oh I love working more then I'm supposed too :)
ANDDDDDDD.....
I love finding out that someone went on my screen name for like 2 minutes. What the fuck >:[ ?
I love having spies to tell me these things.. but whoever it was, your pretty gay :-\
Well tomorrow I'm working 5-9. I'm going to the Nail thingy. Call me during the afternoon, cause I'd love to hear from you :)
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| eye spy with my little eyes.. something grayyyy and black |
[09 Apr 2004|03:02pm] |
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Well I just got back from Target and that twas fun. Not really. It was super crowded. I went bowling with my mom earlier. I did really shitty cause I didn't even try and I wasn't in the best of moods.
I got a 73 and like.. 52? :-\
Which reminds me, I have 2 free passes at Sterling Lanes to use up, anyone wanna go?
The phone bill came in. I went over on so much minutes, I had to give my mom $40 instead of $20 :-\ Damnn..
I think one day next week.. I'm going to Metro Park to go Rollerblading!! Whoo whoo :)
Well I haven't eaten anything all day except for a salad. I'm not hugry cause I think my emotions are shot. I thought a lot about eating today and I figured I'm not gonna be eating really. Why should we eat? For real? lol. So yeah.. it's good
I want to become pretty-ish, so I'm going to go to the Salon play next week and try to improve myself.
Tomorrow for sure I'm going to the Nail place too.
Give me a ring tonight or tomorrow.. or sunday =) Got free minutes with that stuff.. so yeah <3
kkkkk.. I must go do some hw before work. Cause I am cool like that.. and I have nothing else to do :)
Yay I get to wear the ghetto KFC pants today.
Come and see me! I'm working 4-10:30ish :)
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| I think we should run away.. together <3 |
[09 Apr 2004|10:15am] |
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You could develop some nervous anxiety from the thoughts and feelings you are having now, especially if you aren't restrained by a current relationship. Usually, you are pretty cautious. Normally, common sense prevails when it comes to issues of your heart. But now you might be feeling a bit warm under the collar -- and in other places. You could try to ignore it, but it isn't going to go away until you pay it some attention.
I do know what that means, but don't. Righhhtt.. the special attention.. I'm giving that to my dog.. cause he's the cutest thing in the world =). Ok of course, Paul <3
ahh I really need to get my Playstation 2 back. I wanna watch Pirates of the Caribbean :(
The last couple days have been fairly unpredictable. I know that.
Lots and lots of Lies and Bullshit have/was said. It kinda destroyed me. Destroyed a so called friendship too.
But I realized today.. that things are only going to be getting better. So whoop whoop =)
I really want to go to the beach soon =) Oh how I love it there. Maybe sometime next week :D
I must go blow dry hair in a jiffy cause I want to leave my house.
But some people really should call my cellular and say hi ;)
Today and tomorrow I'm working. Yaya. You all can come see me at the Chicken Farm!
So I'm starting to make this all Public Entrys again..
WeLL for now ;)
bye babes.
xoxo!
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[08 Apr 2004|08:31pm] |
under construction.
enough said.
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| Are we having fun yettttt! |
[25 Mar 2004|08:56pm] |
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oMg!!!!!1
PuBLIC EnTrY
I'm getting the car tomorrow!!!! When I pull up from school it's gonna be in my driveway!!!
It's a 96 dodge neon.. red. It's 2 door, sunroof, has pin striping on the sides, mint condition (like 2 scratches total), it's awesome!!!
The radio doesn't work, but It'll get fixed!!!!
All that and liscense tags included.. comes to be $3,160!!
Hellll yeah!!!1
I want to say thank you to Mike W and Ben for helping me look for a car!
Kayyyyy I'm so gonna love this weekend to death <33
This has been one of the best few days since like summerish..
damn right, it's better then yours :D
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[24 Mar 2004|11:46pm] |
For all you Rockers out there.. add
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) x_hellokitty_x
to your friends list!!! <33
It's a Friend's Only journal.. cause I got some interesting stuff to tell ya ;)
xoxo <3, mee
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